THE REALISATION
You were never blocked.
You were starting from the wrong layer.
You tried to fix:
Creative problems - with cognitive tools
Emotional tension - with structure
Inner movement -with output
So you worked harder. Got smarter. More skilled. More disciplined.
But the work still felt:
Forced Flat Disconnected
Not because you lack talent. Because you lost the signal.
You weren’t taught to listen. You were trained to move.
To solve before sensing.
To produce before registering.
So output became the starting point.